“For me, motivation is this horrible, scary game where I try to make myself do something while actively avoiding it. If I win, I have to do something I don't want to do. If I lose, I'm one step closer to ruining my entire life. And I never know whether I'm going to win or lose until the last second.”
Probably not the best self depiction for a webpage dedicated to showing everyone how qualified you are, but being upfront with anyone who I'd be working with seemed like a better option. Regarding topics and activities I'm passionate about, philosophy, music, and it's production are just an inseperable part of who I've become as they help me get my thoughts and values in order.